In the kitchen, I hear, “Oh no! Not now!” as Roger is in the midst of preparing homemade granola bars for his spoiled wife. I say, “Oh oh,” because the heat strip in my study room where I work is electrical, and it’s a cold blustery day. I get up from my leather chair and go into the living room. Even though it’s been only moments since the electricity went out, I whine, “I’m colllddd.” I hurry to the fireplace and put on a “all-natural cheat log” (they make them out of coffee; "eco-friendly!" - Java Logs) and as it burns, I sit as close to the fire as I can—yes, I am over-dramatic when it comes to being cold; I hate being cold.
We call Progress Energy and the recording tells us it will be a few hours before the electricity returns. Me: Whine!
But then, I think, “Wait, this is such an opportunity to do nothing at all.” I grin. I then sit upon my couch, in my warm toasty clothes, small eco-friendly fire burning coffee, and play a game of solitaire. I listen to the wind howl outside. I watch the birds feed. It is a free feeling, this sudden chance away from work.
It’s only about an hour later before the electricity pops back on. Whir of refrigerator, bright of laptop. “Yayy!” from Roger as he resumes his task. But I feel a tiny flicker of disappointment.
I’d started this post to write about gratitude for electricity and the way Progress Energy is so wonderful in keeping us WNCers in warmth and light, but somewhere along the way, I found gratitude for that hour of release from any responsibility. To be able to say, “Oh, I can’t check my email. I can’t work on that project. I can’t…” Perhaps I should have “pretend outages” from time to time. Yes. Take time for yourself, my friends, for really, we do not need an “excuse” to stop and breathe. Namaste.
This cartoon touched me; I thought I’d share it, this day after Thanksgiving. I hope you all had a wonderful day:

4 comments:
Oooh...homemade granola bars sound yummy. Lucky you!
You're so right..Mental health breaks are important. Life whirls and swirls and need to step back sometimes to be able to enjoy the ride. Your toasty fire and welcoming room drew me right in.
Sounds cozy right about now. Wish I was there! Loved the cartoon. :)
Sounds like Gumbo weather. During the recovery from hurricane dujour, we rediscovered just how noisy the house is on a daily basis. The quiet got to be a little habit forming. Sounds like you handled the little blip just fine.
Oren
a coffee fire log! that's ingenius!
so is playing solitaire without electriciy while temporarily escaping responsibility. awesome.
love the cartoon. :)
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